Sunday, April 26, 2009

That Kind of Love

Maybe you've heard this tale before

And even if you have, don't stop me
Maybe you've heard of this girl
On a fragile quest against the world.

Oh, I know her, yes sir I do
And I know what color she bleeds
Through remorse and forgotten consequences
It's our souls on which she feeds.

Control, you say? Who is in control?
She has the gear stick up to sixth
Revving through this disjointed valley
Searching for her next newest fix.

Against the system she rallies forth
Stepping on the weak-willed and scared
Spewing venom, gnashing steel
Remembering the pain we all shared.

Across white lines of cocaine and smoke
Broken vials, caps and pills
She pulls the chain and the creature again
No time for sheared minds or wills.

Who's in-charge of my head today? She asks
Knowing there will be no answers
Raging storms of people bereft
Try to stop her like snake-skinned dancers.

And she tugs on that rusty chain once more
And the obedient creature follows
To the dimmest settlement over the hill
Where make-believe truths are swallowed.

It is this party we must rave at, she says
Where ecstacy is my promised whore
She says, it is this party we all must live in
She knows this party is worth dying for.

The chain is breaking but it does not break
As the creature strains against the barb-wired leash
And I know within the creature is me
For that kind of love this is.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Psycho Circuit

Can you see me in your room

When the lights are turned out?
And when I breathe into your ear
Will you thrash and shout?

Let me slither into your skin
And numb you with fear, my dear
I could slowly cut you open
Let the hurt in, cold and clear.

I am the hum in your phone
The beep digital that wakes you up
I am the infection in your wound
And the thread that sews you up.

The ghost in your machine, ready to eat
You up baby, your psycho circuit.

Make a wish and make it fast
Plug me in, make me last
Let my electric fingers switch you on
Claw the dark, contrasting stark.

Cheer the blade as it slashes forth
Welcome it with open arms
Meet me with a twisted smile
Do not mind the drops on the tile.

The soul in the grinder that makes you sick
And stare at your lovely psycho circuit.

A Hope in Hell

It's so cold

It's so cold out there
And I'm running scared
In my head, remembering what she said.

It's just love
It's just love, nothing more
No scars, no keeping score
Just life, nothing more.

Six strings wired
Strings wired through my eyes
Keeping me awake, breaking ties
So alone, far away from home.

A cold place
It's freezing here in hell
No cracks where I fell
But I feel broken, so forsaken.

These are just words
These words that help me smile
Clenching tightly to my pride
And alive, feel much alive.

Hopes, sunshine, please foretell
I have a chance, a chance in hell
To survive.